To my best friend, C:
You have no idea how much i’ve been missing you.
I just want to say I’m so fucking sorry for everything I did to you.
I didn’t mean for it to happen, it just did.
I didn’t want to lose you for it.
It wasn’t even worth it.
I love you.
You’re one of the few people who I could trust with everything with no fear or being judged.
You were there when everyone left me.
I miss you so much.
I wish I could talk to you and fix things but it’s as if you’ve disappeared from the planets surface.
It’s been months since we last talked, almost a year.
I wish I would have fixed things sooner with you.
I hope to god that you read this.
I hope to god that you come back.
I miss you with all my heart and soul and I love you forever.
Look at you, you’re just full of good byes.
And a million hellos.
But never quite opening a new door.
